I figured out who/what my grudge was to let go and practiced last night. It's weird--she has no idea I have this weird feeling about her. And it's not because of something she did, really. I just get this weird competitive vibe. And that's totally not me. I don't even like to keep score when I play games (which drives my mom CRAZY). So I let it go. And I even go to practice letting it go last night. All went well. As it should. I'm the one with the problem, not her. :)
Today I am supposed to think about something I can't/haven't/won't do because of my weight and write about it. Write about how it will feel to do it once I loose weight. I'm thinking on this...I can't think of anything that I haven't done because of my weight. Some things may be easier at a lighter weight but it hasn't stopped me from doing them.
I'm leaning towards the idea/thought that my knees will feel so much better when I have less weight on them. Not really a thing/event/activity but it is one of the major things that I am mad about in terms of my weight. Having bad knees and extra weight makes for a wicked combo.
Cheers, Katie :)